Friday, November 19, 2010
Thursday, September 9, 2010
Friday, August 27, 2010
She loved before she may love again.
But if she loves you now, what else matters?
She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together. But if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold on to her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break – her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give.
Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there.
- Bob Marley
Thursday, August 12, 2010
Once you told me: "I adore you". Today when I read it, I cried out loud because I didn't deserve those words. The truth remains under my skin and I have to live with that. Some people call it punishment. For me, that is karma.
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
Monday, August 2, 2010
D&G 18 La Lune opens with fresh green accord, apple and bergamot. This blends into the envelopingly hypnotic lily, rose and tuberose heart that rests upon a textured base of sandalwood, musk, orris and white leather. 18 La Lune is subtle, mysterious and utterly alluring.
Personality: The Dreamer.
18 La Lune is a perfect enigma: fresh yet sensual, dazzling yet forever retaining her secrets. She enthrals everyone she encounters with her radiant and ethereal beauty.
Thursday, July 15, 2010
Sunday, June 27, 2010
Thursday, June 3, 2010
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
Well, there's the obvious. An education. Family. Friends. And a life that is full of the unexpected. Be sure to make mistakes. Make a lot of them, because there's no better way to learn and to grow, all right? And, um, I want you to spend a lot of time at the ocean, because the ocean forces you to dream, and I insist that you, my girl, be a dreamer.
And then there's love. I want you to love to the tips of your fingers, and when you find that love, wherever you find it, whoever you choose, don't run away from it. But you don't have to chase after it either. You just be patient, and it'll come to you, I promise, and when you least expect it, like you, like spending the best year of my life with the sweetest and the smartest and the most beautiful baby girl in the world. You don't be afraid, sweetheart. And remember, to love is to live."
Friday, May 21, 2010
Thursday, May 20, 2010
When she first told me I totally freaked out but, after meeting her for dinner back in December when I was at home, I kind of understand that it was the correct thing to do. She has always been the clear example of "follow the steps" girl: First it came dating the same guy for about 10 years, 3 years ago they bought the dog in common, a year later they invested in their love nest, now the wedding and they are already thinking about kids in the near future.
Monday, May 17, 2010
"If you love something, set it free. If it comes back to you, it's yours. If it doesn't, it never was. We do not possess anything in this world, least of all other people. We only imagine that we do. Our friends, our lovers, our spouses, even our children are not ours; they belong only to themselves. Possessive and controlling friendships and relationships can be as harmful as neglect."
Saturday, May 15, 2010
"In Hong Kong I could feel you in every corner. It was a weird feeling to know that I ended up in the same place you lived few years ago. During the night, I suddenly felt like crying. It was a feeling I never experienced before: Tears of Happiness. In that very moment I realised that even though the years passed by, you are still very deep in me. I know I should let it go and call it history but no matter how hard I try, memories seem to come with me everywhere I go."
Hong Kong Bay on the 27th of March 2010.
Thursday, May 6, 2010
And while I'm still looking for something purer than the water, for the first time there are no tears in sight.
Monday, May 3, 2010
It seems that the same story happens to me over and over: once I decide to leave everything behind and move on, I find a person who seems to like me as much as I do. Hate that feeling but as I usually say to myself, The Show Must Go On.
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Thursday, March 11, 2010
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
Friday, March 5, 2010
Secondly, my dad passed away all of a sudden. I don't want to speak so much about it as I dedicated a full post to this theme not long time ago. Thirdly, it must be my depression. I always knew that I was a person very prone to depression. I'm the kind of person who prefers to not talk about her personal stuff while suffering about it in silence. All these "internal issues" together with a feeling I never experienced before -called love- brought me a huge depression. Fourthly, I have been rejected over and over again. I have been rejected in such bad ways that nowadays I cant barely believe in no one's words.
I was never a very optimistic person but I thought there was still a hope for me in 2010. If I'm realistic, the only motivation that keeps me going on nowadays are all the journeys I have planned. Hopefully, this year I will be strong enough and I will find the reason to leave this bubble for good.
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Friday, February 12, 2010
Thursday, February 11, 2010
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
I asked for some help to my good friend, and better lyricist, Mattias K in order to define the pure meaning of Love Rejection. As usual, he didn't disappoint me. According to him, it is the fear of feeling naked in the sense of another person knowing us from the inside to the outside.
According to my so called "special vision about love", I have been constantly rejecting love during these last three years. Of course I haven't spent those under a vow of chastity, but my behaviour indicated that for me they were mere one night stands. I may be hurt next day but it was much because of my actions and the embarrassment I felt towards not only my acts but also myself.
I'm not a believer but please God, I really want to believe in LOVE again.